Day Two is Describe 3 legitimate fears you have and explain how they became fears.
- Believe it or not one of my most recent fears is Driving. Ever since I have had my interstim put in, I have been terrified of driving, I would rather be a passenger, even though it wouldn't make a difference. Since having this thing in, I was told a car accident would completely mess it up and make it to where I would need surgery ASAP to fix my wires and leads. So I am completely terrified of a car accident more than driving, however since they tie together I am just going to claim them as one!
- Second a fear of mine sadly enough is Dying. I know that sounds weird, and have had several people tell me things via scriptures and have had long conversations with Religious people. It still does not change the fact of what happens and if you can feel, talk, remember, touch and really what we don't have proof of what happens to you. I mean don't get me wrong I believe in GOD in all, but It just scares me. Fair enough?
- Third... I think is more of loosing those close loved ones. I have had so much change in my life, that really, I get close and something happens. Now I know some of my separation has been brought on choices made by me. However I am still scared of loved ones either passing, or just people walking out and loosing that love and friendship that has been built. It's also not easy with IC. IC makes you have anxiety attacks, It also causes you to realize who your true friends and loved ones are. Now that I know, I don't want to blink and have anyone I love and care about to be gone, whether it be friends, family, significant others, or just in general.
